{"id":93,"date":"2007-12-13T05:21:09","date_gmt":"2007-12-13T05:21:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mahila.lt.kirtiklis.serveriai.lt\/index.php\/2007\/12\/13\/kick-my-heart-kick-my-mind-gal-ir-malda\/"},"modified":"2007-12-13T05:21:09","modified_gmt":"2007-12-13T05:21:09","slug":"kick-my-heart-kick-my-mind-gal-ir-malda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/index.php\/2007\/12\/13\/kick-my-heart-kick-my-mind-gal-ir-malda\/","title":{"rendered":"kick my heart, kick my mind (gal ir malda)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Mieloji, o kada tu miegi? Klausia ji, eilin\u012fsyk palink\u0117dama labos nakties, nors \u017einodama,kad man dar anksti. <\/span><\/p>\n

A\u0161 niekada nemiegu, ironi\u0161kai burbteliu. <\/span><\/p>\n

Dabar 04.44 ir a\u0161 pradedu ra\u0161yti. Insomnia? Gal. Neklauskit. Turb\u016bt niekada savu noru nesu ma\u010diusi saul\u0117tekio. Na, nebent, jo sulaukdavau, o ne busdavau su au\u0161ra.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mieloji, sveikinu, bu\u010diuoju, ger\u0173 tau met\u0173. Noriu pasakyti, kad tu esi vienas i\u0161 t\u0173 \u017emoni\u0173, kaip a\u0161 vadinu su cinkeliu <\/em>ir man gera tave pa\u017einti.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u017dmon\u0117s net ne\u012fsivaizduoja, kaip giliai mano Cinkelis dabar \u012fsiraus\u0119s \u012f save ir laukia, kol kas nors j\u012f pa\u017eadins. Tai, k\u0105 a\u0161 skleid\u017eiu \u012f aplink\u0105 \u0161iuo metu, yra tik ma\u017ea ma\u017ea dalis to, k\u0105 a\u0161 galiu.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u017dinai, ko labiausiai nor\u0117\u010diau dabar? Nor\u0117ti. Nor\u0117ti stengtis atrodyti \u017eavingai, nor\u0117ti siekti rezultat\u0173. Nor\u0117ti tiesiog kalb\u0117tis. Kiek daug prikalb\u0117ta, kiek daug ir pamir\u0161ta. Anks\u010diau pykdavau ant sav\u0119s, kad visk\u0105 per daug gerai atsimenu. Vardus, datas, \u017evilgsnius, \u017eod\u017eius, pa\u017eadus. Dabar neatmenu nei kit\u0173, nei savo sviest\u0173 burta\u017eod\u017ei\u0173. <\/span><\/p>\n

Gerai, kad dar pamenu, jog tada, ketvirt\u0105 ryto man dar\u0117 p\u0117d\u0173 masa\u017e\u0105. Antr\u0105syk gyvenime. Neneigsiu, pirmaj\u012f atsiminsiu per am\u017eius. Nes tirpau ne fizi\u0161kai, o psichologi\u0161kai, nes mano \u017emogus man \u017ei\u016br\u0117jo \u012f akis ir bu\u010diavo nuo galiuk\u0173 iki galiuk\u0173. I\u0161 vir\u0161aus \u012f apa\u010di\u0105. Koks \u0161ventas, skaistus ir viltingas atrod\u0117 pasaulis.<\/span><\/p>\n

Dabar neatsimenu bu\u010dini\u0173, u\u017emir\u0161tu, kuo viskas prasideda, ir kuo, paprastai nevykusiai, pasibaigia. Tai beproti\u0161kai noriu tik\u0117ti, noriu, kad man v\u0117l ataugt\u0173 sparnai. Noriu ne mechani\u0161ko vyksmo, o jausti, kaip slysta galiukais galiukais ir virp\u0117ti. <\/span><\/p>\n

\u017di\u016briu \u012f senas nuotraukas. \u0160venta ramyb\u0117 ir velni\u0161kas d\u017eiugesys spinduliuoja i\u0161 man\u0119s. Man net nebuvo b\u016btina \u0161ypsotis. Tada. Ir tai pastebiu ne a\u0161 viena. Kaip nustoti gr\u0119\u017eiotis atgal, kaip? Ir kada tai baigsis?<\/span><\/p>\n

\u017dmon\u0117s byra aplink mane ir baisiausia, jog jau nebe baisu. <\/span><\/p>\n

Jaunas esi tol, kol dar lieka pirm\u0173 kart\u0173. A\u0161 jau nebe\u017einau, kam gali b\u016bti pirmas kartas manyje. Verstis per galv\u0105, stengtis, nor\u0117ti, ar pasyviai laukti, kol ant man\u0119s prad\u0117s lyti laime? Buvo, taip buvo ir kart\u0105 ir du, gal ir tris.<\/span><\/p>\n

Noriu, kaip a\u0161 noriu tirpti. Noriu skleistis, \u0161ypsotis akimis, ne l\u016bpom. Noriu intrigos ir ugnies. <\/span><\/p>\n

Ir pavargau b\u016bti savo pa\u010dios prie\u0161e. Ir pavargau b\u016bti tokia jautri.<\/span><\/p>\n

Mano Dieve, gr\u0105\u017eink man t\u0105 jausm\u0105, kai neg\u0117da, kai viskas atrodo \u012fmanoma, kai stebuklai seka i\u0161 paskos, kai a\u0161 nepasiduodu, kai nenusileid\u017eiu, kai i\u0161laikau savigarb\u0105, kai mes sutinkam \u017emones, beproti\u0161kai daug \u017emoni\u0173, kai sugebu suprasti, kai esu atsargi, kai sugebu pa\u017eaboti atvirum\u0105, kai \u017emoni\u0173 nuomon\u0117 nieko nerei\u0161kia, kai dar turiu, kas mane stebina, kai esu atspari. Daugiau saul\u0117s, pra\u0161au, daugiau saul\u0117s tek\u0117jimo man \u012f delnus.<\/span><\/p>\n

Gelb\u0117k mane, Mano Dieve.<\/span><\/p>\n

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