{"id":84,"date":"2007-04-07T21:14:00","date_gmt":"2007-04-07T21:14:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mahila.lt.kirtiklis.serveriai.lt\/index.php\/2007\/04\/07\/kai-vyrai-kuriu-negali-tureti-uzleidzia-vieta-kitiems\/"},"modified":"2007-04-07T21:14:00","modified_gmt":"2007-04-07T21:14:00","slug":"kai-vyrai-kuriu-negali-tureti-uzleidzia-vieta-kitiems","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/index.php\/2007\/04\/07\/kai-vyrai-kuriu-negali-tureti-uzleidzia-vieta-kitiems\/","title":{"rendered":"kai vyrai, kuri\u0173 negali tur\u0117ti u\u017eleid\u017eia viet\u0105 kitiems"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u017di\u016briu \u012f save ir darosi juokingai apmaudu. \u017dmon\u0117s, nugyven\u0119 tam tikrus laiko tarpus, padaro i\u0161vadas. A\u0161 irgi padarau. O apmaudu <\/span>d\u0117l<\/span> to, kad tos i\u0161vados visada tokios pat. Arba labai pana\u0161ios \u2013 atsiranda papildymai, pataisymai.<\/span>Dabar toks laikas, kai a\u0161 noriu b\u016bti su ka\u017ekuo, s\u0117d\u0117ti, klausyti, tarkim, Dido, ar ka\u017ekokio pana\u0161aus velnio ir \u0161nab\u017ed\u0117tis. Atsitraukti nuo nuolatinio b\u0117gimo, jud\u0117jimo, kitimo. Noriu skub\u0117ti l\u0117tai, steb\u0117dama \u0161viesas. Tai, k\u0105 tau vakar pasakiau, privert\u0117 tave juoktis.<\/span>Bet supranti, juokinga tai, kad mes tuos, d\u0117l kuri\u0173 tokiomis save laik\u0117m, tur\u0117ti galim, o tie, kurie privert\u0117 atverti duris \u012f kitok\u012f nirvanos suvokima, va\u017ein\u0117ja sau po miest\u0105, tu juos matai, o jie tau meluoja, meluoja, nosis jiems tik auga auga ir ne\u017eino, kad tu \u017einai.
\nO vaikyst\u0117s meil\u0117s ateina, i\u0161vadina katinu ir u\u017emiega pas tave ant lovos.
\nO kitos tiesiog bu\u010diuoja.
\nLaikas sumoka savo skolas. Tik kartais tos skolos praranda vert\u0119.<\/span> O dabarties mes nesugebam valdyti.
\nO dabartis mus pjauna ir ver\u010dia b\u016bti su ka\u017ekuo <\/span>d\u0117l<\/span> to, kad geriau n\u0117ra ir liepia pasitenkinti tuo, k\u0105 turi.
\nSumautas jausmas \u017einoti, kad esi lengviausiai prieinamas ir patogiausias variantas.
\nIr nesi Mylima Moteris, ver\u010dianti svaigt.
\nApie mane niekada nekalb\u0117s su ilgesiu ir neverks <\/span>d\u0117l<\/span> prisiminim\u0173.
\nA\u0161 neb\u016bsiu pirmoji, vienintel\u0117, svarbiausia, nes kiti dalykai bus svarbiau.
\nTu b\u016bni su manim, o gra\u017eiausius \u017eod\u017eius <\/span>sakai<\/span> toms, kurias sutinki \u0161imtus kart\u0173 re\u010diau.
\nGi a\u0161 neperdedu, gi abu \u017einom, kiek laiko praleid\u017eiam kartu.<\/span> O kod\u0117l?
\nO tod\u0117l, kad tu m\u0117gaujiesi savo sadizmu, o a\u0161 gi turiu palink\u012f \u012f savidestrukcij\u0105, kaip jau min\u0117jau.<\/span>\n<\/p>\n

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Tai ir t\u0105som\u0117s \u0161itaip.<\/span><\/p>\n

O kada tai baigsis? Kas privers mus baigtis?<\/span>O kaip manai,ilg\u0117sim\u0117s po to ir v\u0117liau susitik\u0119 pulsim \u012f to, kas buvo duobes, \u012fsitversim ir i\u0161 naujo u\u017esuksim t\u0105 rat\u0105?<\/span>Da\u017enai sav\u0119s paklausiu, i\u0161 kur \u0161itiek kantryb\u0117s, sugeb\u0117jim\u0173 nertis i\u0161 kailio ir geb\u0117jim\u0173 prisitaikyti.<\/span>Dar apmaud\u0105 sukelia tas jausmas, kad gauni ma\u017eiau, nei esi verta. Meil\u0117 sau kartais turi tok\u012f \u0161alutin\u012f poveik\u012f.
\nYra bent trys vyrai, kuriuos tam tikromis aplinkyb\u0117mis visuomen\u0117 laiko mano antrosiomis pus\u0117mis. Ir nemeluosiu, jog tai man patinka, nes esu egocentri\u0161ka ir man malonu, kad man\u0119s nelaiko vieni\u0161a l\u016bzere. Vieni\u0161as \u017emogus juk nieko tokio, ar ne? Bet pa\u017ei\u016br\u0117kim, kaip pvz. mokykloje va\u017eiuojama ant senmergi\u0173. Tad tenka pripa\u017eint, kad Statusas turi \u012ftak\u0105 \u012fvaizd\u017eiui, ir nereikia \u010dia apsimetin\u0117ti, kad ne.<\/span>\n<\/p>\n

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Apmaudu ir tai, kad i\u0161 tikro ka\u017ei, ar mok\u0117\u010diau prad\u0117ti Normalius santykius. Nes kai \u012fpranti \u017emogus prie vienadieni\u0173 nuotyki\u0173 ir nuolatinio t\u016bsinimosi, tai paskui nebe\u017einai, k\u0105 rei\u0161kia pvz. bu\u010diuotis blaivam. A\u0161 atsipra\u0161au, kad taip neliterat\u016bri\u0161kai \u010dia \u0161neku, bet supranti, taip yra.
\nMano meilas drauge, ve\u017ekis mane kavos pagaliau.<\/span><\/p>\n

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