{"id":78,"date":"2007-02-20T23:54:00","date_gmt":"2007-02-20T23:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mahila.lt.kirtiklis.serveriai.lt\/index.php\/2007\/02\/20\/isprovokuota\/"},"modified":"2007-02-20T23:54:00","modified_gmt":"2007-02-20T23:54:00","slug":"isprovokuota","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/index.php\/2007\/02\/20\/isprovokuota\/","title":{"rendered":"i\u0161provokuota"},"content":{"rendered":"

ir viskas tik ka\u017ekokia psichodelika. nebeliko \u201eg\u0117da\u201c, nebeliko \u201ene\u012fmanoma\u201c, neb\u0117ra \u201edraud\u017eiama\u201c. b\u016bna, nei miego nereikia, nei maisto, nei vandens, nei tro\u0161kim\u0173, nei laiko, nei vietos nereikia. b\u016bna taip, kaip net nerandi literat\u016broj <\/em>ir nemoki \u017eod\u017eiais nusakyti. neb\u0117ra nepasiekiam\u0173, yra tik tingima siekti. ir yra noras kuo grei\u010diau apsvaigti. ir svaigstam. visais \u012fmanomais b\u016bdais. \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s to nesuprast\u0173. \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s klausosi, kaip b\u016bna, ir netiki. (ak, jei \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s su\u017einot\u0173, kad jiems pateikiama informacija su cenz\u016bra.) ir skausmo nejau\u010diam. nes jo n\u0117ra. yra tik nesugeb\u0117jimas u\u017esimir\u0161ti, u\u017emir\u0161ti, suvartoti, praleisti, neatsisukti, M\u0117gautis<\/span>. \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s sako, jis narkomanas<\/span>. mieli \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s, visi J\u016bs. visi Mes turime savus narkotikus ir juos god\u017eiai ryjam, tik ne visada suprantam tai. visi narkotikai turi \u0161alutin\u012f poveik\u012f (o ne!). tik ka\u017ei, ar tai atbaido. nes nesuvokiat, mielieji, kad J\u016bs\u0173 narkotikai \u017eudo (psichik\u0105, k\u016bn\u0105, siel\u0105, vali\u0105, laik\u0105, mintis,\u00a0Tik\u0117jim\u0105, gal\u0173 gale.) ir kad J\u016bs, tai suvokdami, pasmerktum\u0117t save.<\/span><\/p>\n

niekuo neb\u016bti ir b\u016bti ka\u017ekuo? (nieko netur\u0117jimas \u2013 tur\u0117jimas nieko). \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s ne\u017eino, kad kartais mes i\u0161 stipriausi\u0173\u00a0 cigare\u010di\u0173 dar ir filtr\u0105 i\u0161siimam. kai muzika skamba visu garsu, mes ie\u0161kom, kaip j\u0105 dar pagarsinti. kad stipriausias alkoholis mums kartais atrodo silpnokas.\u00a0ne\u017eino, kaip <\/span>gera<\/span> u\u017emir\u0161ti, kai sk\u0119sti, kai baigiesi ir baigiesi ir i\u0161 karto prasidedi i\u0161 karto i\u0161 naujo prasidedi. jie u\u017emir\u0161ta, k\u0105 sapnavo, o a\u0161 sapnus prisimenu, neprisimenu realyb\u0117s. kartais sako, kaip Jis taip gali? j\u016bs irgi gal\u0117tum\u0117t, tik to ne\u017enot, j\u016bs visk\u0105 gal\u0117tum\u0117t, tik nesugebat to suvokti<\/em>, nes jums tr\u016bksta nuovokumo<\/em>, nes j\u016bs riboti<\/em>. \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s sako, jis lengvab\u016bdis<\/span>. mieli \u017d<\/strong>mon\u0117s, u\u017e kiek parsiduotum\u0117t? (siela, ar k\u016bnu, whatever<\/em>) u\u017e kiek? neparsiduotum\u0117t? meluojat, mielieji, net sau meluojat, nes parsiduotum\u0117t, jei kas <\/span>ger\u0105<\/span> sum\u0105 pasi\u016blyt\u0173.<\/span><\/p>\n

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