{"id":6991,"date":"2022-09-08T20:51:45","date_gmt":"2022-09-08T17:51:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/?p=6991"},"modified":"2022-09-20T12:44:16","modified_gmt":"2022-09-20T09:44:16","slug":"gali-buti-kad-sitaip-atrodo-augimas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/index.php\/2022\/09\/08\/gali-buti-kad-sitaip-atrodo-augimas\/","title":{"rendered":"Gali b\u016bti, kad \u0161itaip atrodo augimas"},"content":{"rendered":"

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The older we get, the better we used to be.*<\/em><\/p>\n

B\u016bna laik\u0173, kai atrodo, kad jau niekad nebus geriau. B\u016bna laik\u0173, kai jautiesi seniausiu (bet n\u0117 per kur ne i\u0161mintingiausiu) pasaulio \u017emogumi. S\u0117di prie\u0161 save i\u0161sid\u0117lioj\u0119s vis\u0105 patir\u010di\u0173 na\u0161t\u0105 ir nesimato tame jokio \u0161aunumo. G\u0117da, kalt\u0117, visos kreivai i\u0161sisukusios situacijos, kai nor\u0117jai \u017eavingai i\u0161stot, o baig\u0117s u\u017esivijusiu noru \u012f \u017eem\u0119 prasmegt, tos visos nuoskaudos, kai primetei l\u016bkes\u010dius ir negavai j\u0173 atgal i\u0161pildyt\u0173, d\u0117mesio skolos, nepra\u0161yti to paties d\u0117mesio pervir\u0161iai, kur niekam nereik\u0117jo, bet ta\u0161keis, skandinai, tie kartai, kai \u0161itaip stengeis, o vakar\u0117lis nepavyko, kai ant savo pe\u010di\u0173 prisivirei smalos, u\u017e kuri\u0105 ligi \u0161iol atgailauji \u2013 visos spygliuotos \u0161lyk\u0161tyb\u0117s i\u0161 tavo galvos, pernelyg geros atminties, dabar plaukia \u012f vir\u0161\u0173 ir nieko daugiau nesimato.<\/p>\n

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Ir tas nejaukus jausmas, tarytum nutr\u016bktum ir tavo pavidalas, tavo pasaulis, tavo realyb\u0117 atrodo ne tavo, svetimi jie atrodo. Lyg steb\u0117tum save i\u0161 \u0161alies, tik \u0161iuo metu dar ir lyg bluras ka\u017ekoks u\u017ed\u0117tas, ir nieko gra\u017eaus tenais nesimato.<\/p>\n

Bet gali b\u016bti ir taip, kad \u0161tai \u0161itaip vyksta augimas.<\/p>\n

Augti yra labai nepatogu. Maud\u017eia \u012f visas puses i\u0161temptus s\u0105narius, neries i\u0161 odos, meti sen\u0105 kail\u012f ant \u017eem\u0117s, jauties pats bjauriausias klas\u0117j, \u012f\u0161styb\u0119s ir kreivas, negra\u017eus, negra\u017eus, negra\u017eus, giliai \u012ftik\u0117j\u0119s, kad visi u\u017e tave pasaul\u012f moka geriau. Ir \u017eino, supranta, mato, ir sukas visi jie geriau u\u017e tave.<\/p>\n

Rideniesi i\u0161 ten, kur buvo saugu, \u0161ilta, mink\u0161ta ir paprasta, slenki erdv\u0117n, kur niekas neai\u0161ku, kiekvienas pad\u0117tas \u017eingsnis \u012fr\u0117mintas baim\u0117s, kad reik pasirinkti geriausiai, bet sustingsi ir \u0161ito nesugebi, ir nei\u0161sirenki nieko, ir gr\u012f\u017eti tu\u0161\u010diom kaip ta Na\u0161lait\u0117l\u0117 gero b\u016bdo, kuri\u0105 vaidinai eglut\u0117j dar\u017eely (oho, kaip toli pasist\u016bm\u0117ta) ir atrodo, kad nieko nebemoki, nieko nebegali. O tada ir u\u017edau\u017eo neramios mintys, kad viskas, kas geriausia, jau buvo, jau buvo, jau buvo,<\/em> jau geriau niekada nebebus. Ir tas \u012fkyrus susitaikymas, kad viskas, kas negero nutiks, o nutiks<\/em>, reikia ruo\u0161tis, bausm\u0117 u\u017e kelius, kuriais negarbingai prie\u0161 tai nu\u0117jai ir viskas pelnytai, negali prie\u0161taraut.<\/p>\n

Jautiesi senas ir durnas – fantasti\u0161ka kombinacija. Ir g\u0117da, ir g\u0117da, pjauna ir \u0117da, kai prisimeni, kokios paikos tos tavo b\u0117dos visatos didumo plotm\u0117j.<\/p>\n

Ir ra\u0161yt nebemoki. Ir skaityt nebemoki. Taip gerai \u0117jos kadais. O dabar \u017eod\u017eiai nesid\u0117lioja, \u017eodynas tik traukias, kartoji *nutampytas pakamp\u0117m kli\u0161es, nieko naujo, viskas gird\u0117ta, bukyn i\u0161 peties, prie\u0161 mirt\u012f visai n\u0117 sakinio sud\u0117t nemok\u0117si.<\/p>\n

Gali b\u016bti, kad \u0161itaip atrodo augimas.<\/p>\n

PJ Harvey – We Float<\/a><\/p>\n

Mad Season – River of Deceit\u00a0<\/a><\/p>\n

Jean-Michel Basquiat, Jazz<\/p>\n

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The older we get, the better we used to be.* B\u016bna laik\u0173, kai atrodo, kad jau niekad nebus geriau. B\u016bna laik\u0173, kai jautiesi seniausiu (bet<\/p>\n

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