{"id":6056,"date":"2020-02-16T20:39:10","date_gmt":"2020-02-16T18:39:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/mahila.lt.kirtiklis.serveriai.lt\/?p=6056"},"modified":"2020-05-01T12:05:39","modified_gmt":"2020-05-01T09:05:39","slug":"ugne-barauskaite","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/index.php\/2020\/02\/16\/ugne-barauskaite\/","title":{"rendered":"Apie mano mylimiausi\u0105 lietuvi\u0173 ra\u0161ytoj\u0105 ir \u012fkv\u0117p\u0117j\u0105 &#8211; Ugn\u0119 Barauskait\u0119"},"content":{"rendered":"<figure id=\"attachment_6059\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-6059\" style=\"width: 572px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\" wp-image-6059\" src=\"http:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/ugne_barauskaite03.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"572\" height=\"381\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/ugne_barauskaite03.jpg 940w, https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/ugne_barauskaite03-300x200.jpg 300w, https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/ugne_barauskaite03-768x512.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 572px) 100vw, 572px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-6059\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Ugn\u0117 Barauskait\u0117, kaunodiena.lt nuotrauka<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p>Pakalb\u0117kime apie \u012fkv\u0117pim\u0105.<\/p>\n<p>Yra tokia ra\u0161ytoja bei radijo laid\u0173 ved\u0117ja, film\u0173 \u012fgarsintoja Ugn\u0117 Barauskait\u0117. Jei klausot\u0117s ar kada esate klaus\u0119si radijo stoties M1+, jos balsas jums tikrai tur\u0117t\u0173 b\u016bti gird\u0117tas, nes laidas ten ji veda jau daugyb\u0119 met\u0173. Be vis\u0173 \u0161it\u0173 roli\u0173, Ugn\u0117 Barauskait\u0117 dar yra ir ra\u0161ytoja. Viena mano m\u0117gstamiausi\u0173.<\/p>\n<p>Jos citatomis dalinusis esu ne kart\u0105, bet niekada nesu ra\u0161iusi apie tai, koki\u0105 didel\u0119 \u012ftak\u0105 man ir mano norui ra\u0161yti padar\u0117 jos k\u016bryba.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201eO rytoj v\u0117l reik\u0117s gyventi\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Pirmoji jos knyga, kuri\u0105 autor\u0117 2002-aisiais i\u0161leido 27-eri\u0173, \u201eO rytoj v\u0117l reik\u0117s gyventi\u201d man \u012f rankas pakliuvo po to, kai j\u0105 parekomendavo draug\u0117 Aist\u0117 Vilkait\u0117, dabar jau ir pati ra\u0161ytoja. Knyga sudaryta i\u0161 keliems skirtingiems draugams knygos heroj\u0117s ra\u0161om\u0173 elektronini\u0173 lai\u0161k\u0173. Toks kaip ir dienora\u0161tis, bet ne sau, o kitiems pasakojama gyvenimo (\u012fdomaus gyvenimo!) t\u0117km\u0117 su jausminiais nukrypimais ir prisiminimais. \u201eKaip ir mano heroj\u0117, a\u0161 dirbu radijuje. Tod\u0117l \u0161ios istorijos tikrai gal\u0117jo nutikti man. Nors gal\u0117jo ir nenutikti. Arba nutikti ne man. Matot, tiesa yra tai, kuo tikite.\u201d \u2013 ra\u0161oma ant knygos nugar\u0117l\u0117s.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-6061\" src=\"http:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/18393210._UY630_SR1200630_.jpg\" alt=\"O rytoj v\u0117l reik\u0117s gyventi\" width=\"324\" height=\"468\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/18393210._UY630_SR1200630_.jpg 434w, https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/18393210._UY630_SR1200630_-208x300.jpg 208w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 324px) 100vw, 324px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>\u201eO rytoj v\u0117l reik\u0117s gyventi\u201d esu skai\u010diusi kokius de\u0161imt kart\u0173. Gal ir daugiau. Pirmus kelis kartus \u0117miau i\u0161 bibliotekos, o v\u0117liau savi\u0161k\u0119 man atidav\u0117 draug\u0117, nes mat\u0117, kad man ji kur kas reikalingesn\u0117 negu jai, hehe. Tai toji knygos kopija, kuri\u0105 turiu, visa apra\u0161in\u0117ta, su pabraukimais, komentarais \u2013 visas knygas taip skaitau.<\/p>\n<p>Tai, kaip U. Barauskait\u0117 \u0161ioje knygoje apra\u0161o kasdienyb\u0117s smulkmenas, tarpusavio santykius ir tai, kiek visame tame \u0161maik\u0161tumo, smarkiai prisid\u0117jo prie mano noro ir ilgainiui i\u0161sivys\u010diusio \u012fpro\u010dio visk\u0105 u\u017esi- ir ap-ra\u0161in\u0117ti. Ir nebijoti ironijos bei saviironijos. Ir jausm\u0173, \u0161it\u0173 tai jau n\u0117 u\u017e k\u0105 negalima bijoti, nes baisiai ne\u012fdomu bus gyventi.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eVienatv\u0117 \u2013 puikus dalykas. Ir ji niekada neateina i\u0161 ryto. Ji ateina vakarais. I\u0161 ryto reikia gyventi.\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201eDe\u0161imt\u201c<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Antroji Ugn\u0117s Barauskait\u0117s knyga \u2013 \u201eDe\u0161imt\u201c. Apie de\u0161imt m\u0117nulio kalendoriaus m\u0117nesi\u0173, kuriuos trunka n\u0117\u0161tumas. Tema man lyg ir visai neaktuali, o juo labiau prie\u0161 tuos penkiolika met\u0173, kai knyga buvo i\u0161leista. Bet tai, kaip apie t\u0105 laikotarp\u012f ra\u0161o Barauskait\u0117, n\u0117 kiek nepana\u0161u \u012f dvasing\u0105 supermami\u0161k\u0105 seil\u0117jim\u0105si. V\u0117lgi \u2013 tai tarsi dienora\u0161tis, su tais pa\u010diais prisiminimais bei daug, daug jausm\u0173 \u2013 ir i\u0161 dabarties, ir i\u0161 anks\u010diau.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-6062\" src=\"http:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/11494788.jpg\" alt=\"De\u0161imt\" width=\"318\" height=\"468\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/11494788.jpg 318w, https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/11494788-204x300.jpg 204w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 318px) 100vw, 318px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eI\u0161 meil\u0117s mir\u0161tama tik tuomet, kai tau keturiolika \u2013 arba kai toji meil\u0117 tetrunka savait\u0119, bet normal\u016bs \u017emon\u0117s \u017eino, kad mylint reikia gyventi, o t\u0105 labai sunku padaryti, kai visi \u0161lovina pirm\u0105j\u0105 meil\u0117s stadij\u0105 ir visai pamir\u0161ta antr\u0105j\u0105, kai, u\u017euot isteri\u0161kai dulkin\u0119si, \u017emon\u0117s susitveria rankomis ir papras\u010diausiai miega. \u017dinoma, Romeo nedulkino D\u017euljetos, bet juk nor\u0117jo!.. Tik nesp\u0117jo. Pa\u017ei\u016br\u0117\u010diau, ar po trej\u0173 bendro gyvenimo met\u0173 jis dar nor\u0117t\u0173 karstytis balkonais! \u2013 garantuotai knarkt\u0173 atsuk\u0119s nugar\u0105 ir u\u017esipl\u0117\u0161\u0119s vis\u0105 antklod\u0119.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Visa b\u0117da, kad \u0161eimyninio miego etapo taip lengvai neparduosi, nebent reklamuotum flanelines pi\u017eamas ir jaukius patalyn\u0117s komplektus. U\u017etat kiek daug gali \u012fsi\u016blyti rodydamas seks\u0105! K\u0105 ten: apatinius! K\u0105 ten: prezervatyvus! \u2013 visk\u0105!!! Telefonus, automobilius, keliones su penki\u0173 \u017evaig\u017edu\u010di\u0173 vie\u0161bu\u010diais, pagaliau kav\u0105 ir tra\u0161ku\u010dius. Kai reklaminiuose plakatuose sanguliauja net batukai su basut\u0117m, kas gali nor\u0117ti tik miegoti?..\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201eVieno \u017emogaus bohema\u201c<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Tre\u010dioji knyga \u2013 prie\u0161 penkerius metus pasirod\u0119s romanas \u201eVieno \u017emogaus bohema\u201c. Su \u0161ita man buvos sunkiausia \u2013 i\u0161 prad\u017ei\u0173 visai neu\u017eb\u016br\u0117 ir i\u0161sigandau, kad jau nebepatiks. O v\u0117liau \u012fsiva\u017eiavo ir taip stipriai, kad vietomis vos ne iki a\u0161ar\u0173, ir v\u0117l per tuos jausmus. Kur kas brandesnis, bet taip pat labai gra\u017eus k\u016brinys.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-6063\" src=\"http:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/vieno-zmogaus-bohema.jpg\" alt=\"Vieno \u017emogaus bohema\" width=\"332\" height=\"498\" srcset=\"https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/vieno-zmogaus-bohema.jpg 423w, https:\/\/mahila.lt\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/02\/vieno-zmogaus-bohema-200x300.jpg 200w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 332px) 100vw, 332px\" \/><\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eMeil\u0117 n\u0117ra nei kantri, nei maloni, nei pavydi. Prie\u0161ingai \u2013 ji neturi n\u0117 la\u0161o kantryb\u0117s anei malon\u0117s, o k\u0105 jau kalb\u0117ti apie nepavyd\u0105. Meil\u0117 did\u017eiuojasi, i\u0161puiksta, ypa\u010d tuomet, kai tas kitas b\u016bna kantrus, malonus ir nepavydus. Meil\u0117 elgiasi netinkamai, ie\u0161ko vien tik naudos, duodasi piktumui ir niekada nepamir\u0161ta, kas buvo bloga, d\u017eiaugiasi ir minta vien neteisybe. Anks\u010diau ar v\u0117liau meil\u0117 pasiduoda, nebetiki, nusivilia ir nuleid\u017eia rankas. Meil\u0117 baigiasi.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Matau, kad U. Barauskait\u0117s knygos n\u0117ra baisiai gerai \u012fvertintos GoodReads\u2019uose. Kaip kad ir nema\u017eai puiki\u0173 film\u0173 IMDB. Bet \u010dia toks dalykas \u2013 man atrodo, kad k\u016brinys neprivalo b\u016bti \u0161edevras ar\/ir visiems patikti, kad tave su\u017eav\u0117t\u0173 ir paveikt\u0173. Barauskait\u0117s knygose nereikia ie\u0161koti baisiai didel\u0117s menin\u0117s vert\u0117s ir tai ne priekai\u0161tas, o kaip tik \u2013 teising\u0173 l\u016bkes\u010di\u0173 nustatymas. Man visos jos knygos labai gra\u017eios \u2013 moteri\u0161kos, jausmingos, tikros ir \u0161maik\u0161\u010dios. Jas tiesiog \u012fdomu ir gera skaityti, toks ir yra mano l\u016bkestis knygai. Jose pilna taikli\u0173 pasteb\u0117jim\u0173, kuriuos skaitai ir linksi galva, galvodamas \u201eNu tikrai taip\u201c. Tuo paprastumu jos ir genialios.<\/p>\n<p>B\u016bna, skaitai kai kuri\u0173 \u017emoni\u0173 ra\u0161omus, neva saviironi\u0161kus tekstus, ir netiki jais \u2013 per daug jie pretenzingi ir, atrodo, ty\u010dia perspausta, perd\u0117ta, kad skamb\u0117t\u0173 \u012fdomiau. Tai \u0161tai su Barauskait\u0117s k\u016bryba to jausmo visai n\u0117ra,\u00a0 \u010dia viskas atrodo iki skausmo tikra, \u0161i ra\u0161ytoja turi to gylio, kur\u012f taip vertinu \u017emon\u0117se. Pa\u017e\u012fstamuose ir neb\u016btinai.<\/p>\n<p>Man vienas skaitytojas yra pasak\u0119s labai gra\u017e\u0173 kompliment\u0105 \u2013 kaip vieni moka dainuoti, kiti \u2013 pie\u0161ti, taip a\u0161, anot jo, moku ra\u0161yti. Tai vat Ugn\u0117 Barauskait\u0117 labai gra\u017eiai pie\u0161ia \u017eod\u017eiais. Ir labai savanaudi\u0161kai tikiuosi, kad dar daug priprie\u0161.<\/p>\n<p>Dabar jau\u010diuosi truput\u012f i\u0161kritus i\u0161 med\u017eio, nes, ra\u0161ydama \u0161\u012f tekst\u0105, atradau, kad Ugn\u0117 Barauskait\u0117 turi <a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/Ugn%C4%97-Barauskait%C4%97-1681019725481990\/\">savo FB puslap\u012f<\/a>, kur vis \u0161\u012f bei t\u0105 para\u0161o ir pasidalina nuotraukomis i\u0161 gyvenimo, apie kurio egzistavim\u0105 ne\u017einojau. Pa\u010dios FB paskyra u\u017edara (n\u0117ra galimyb\u0117s sekti), tad maniau, kad nieko daugiau pasiskaitin\u0117ti ir negalima. O va, pasirodo, yra puslapis. Bus k\u0105 veikt dabar man.<\/p>\n<p>Sudedu ir daugiau citat\u0173 i\u0161 Ugn\u0117s Barauskait\u0117s k\u016brybos. Visas jas savom rankom nura\u0161iau i\u0161 knyg\u0173 \u2013 skaitykit, percituokit, gro\u017e\u0117kit\u0117s.<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201e\u012esivaizduokim: berniukas nori bendrauti su mergaite. Ji jam baisiai patinka. Mergaitei berniukas irgi baisiai patinka, bet pagal visuomenines taisykles ji privalo, net jei nenori, maivytis, kad berniukas jos siekt\u0173 ir imt\u0173 j\u0105 vertinti. Abu verkia \u012f pagalves vakarais. Pozityvu \u010dia b\u016bt\u0173 tik tai, kad abu, kol maivosi, turi laiko pagalvoti nuodugniau \u2013 bet taip da\u017eniausiai neatsitinka. Nes mergait\u0117 i\u0161 principo maivosi, o berniukas i\u0161 principo siekia. Tai \u017eaidimai. Primityvioji psichologija.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Mano katinas irgi vejasi tik t\u0105 daikt\u0105, kuris ridenasi nuo jo kur nors po sofa. Bet mano smegenys berods labiau i\u0161sivys\u010diusios nei katino. A\u0161 galiu rinktis, kokiomis taisykl\u0117mis vadovautis.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ap\u017evelkime, kaip gal\u0117t\u0173 b\u016bti. Berniukas nori mergait\u0117s, mergait\u0117 nori berniuko. Jie, taikios ir subrendusios asmenyb\u0117s, apie tai sau romanti\u0161kai kalbasi, ir tas laikas, kuris pirmajam variante buvo skirtas a\u0161aroms \u012f pagalv\u0119, yra panaudojamas vienas kit\u0105 pa\u017einti. Visi laimingi, ir \u0161tai du sveiki visuomen\u0117s nariai \u2013 ram\u016bs, darbingi, be nepilnaverti\u0161kumo kompleks\u0173, be neurozi\u0173, be depresij\u0173. Gulim sau saul\u0117kaitoj ir valgom apelsinus.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201ePaskui par\u0117jau namo. Atsis\u0117dau. Ir pamaniau: juk a\u0161 tobula. Rimtai, a\u0161 \u2013 tobula. Tas jausmas toks naujas, toks didelis, kad vaik\u0161tau po j\u012f kaip ekskursijoj. Kol nueinu nuo vieno kra\u0161to prie kito, v\u0117l \u012fdomu gr\u012f\u017eti prie prad\u017eios. Man ka\u017ekaip d\u017eiugiai baisu, lyg b\u016b\u010diau gavus dovan\u0173 vis\u0105 miest\u0105.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eKod\u0117l jie mano, kad moteri\u0161k\u0117 tur\u0117t\u0173 susiprasti? \u2013 kad ir kiek vyras kartot\u0173 Myliu Geid\u017eiu Pasiilgau \u2013 vis tiek bus vienu kartu per ma\u017eai. Bet stengtis reikia.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kod\u0117l jie mano, kad verkianti moteri\u0161k\u0117 nori pab\u016bti viena? Ver\u010diau paduot\u0173 kr\u016bv\u0105 nosini\u0173.&lt;\u2026&gt;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kod\u0117l jie mano, kad vyri\u0161ki patarimai tinka moteri\u0161k\u0173 krizi\u0173 atveju? Ir kod\u0117l paskui stebisi lekian\u010diomis \u012f savo galv\u0105 vazomis?.. Prisidirbo \u2013 tai tegu bent jau tyli ir glaud\u017eia. \u0160ikniai tie.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kod\u0117l jie nesupranta, kad visos akivaizd\u017eiai gra\u017eios ir seksualios moterys nori gird\u0117ti, kad yra Protingos, o akivaizd\u017eiai protingos \u2013 kad yra Gra\u017eios ir Seksualios? &lt;\u2026&gt;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ir paskiau: jei moteri\u0161k\u0117 sako Tu Man\u0119s Nemyli ir taip toliau \u2013 tai rei\u0161kia, kad reikia skubiai ir \u012fnirtingai tvirtinti prie\u0161ingai. Nes jei akys ant kilimo \u2013 ir nieko nesakai, tai\u2026 Taip \u2013 Ir \u2013 Yraaaaa!!!\u00a0O tada jau \u012f d\u016bdas \u2013 ir tegu tvarkosi, kaip i\u0161mano.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bet jie vis tiek deda akis ant kilimo. Kod\u0117l?<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kod\u0117l jie nesupranta, kad jei moteri\u0161k\u0117 sako \u2018b\u016bt\u0173 geriausia tave palikti\u2018 \u2013 tai rei\u0161kia \u2018a\u0161 noriu kuo da\u017eniau su tavimi b\u016bti, b\u016bkime-b\u016bkime-b\u016bkime!!!\u2019; \u2018nenoriu daugiau tav\u0119s matyti\u2018 \u2013 rei\u0161kia \u2018noriu, kad atsipra\u0161ytum ir pasakytum, jog negali be man\u0119s gyventi!\u2018; \u2018daugiau neliesk man\u0119s!\u2018 \u2013 rei\u0161kia \u2018myl\u0117kim\u0117s kuo grei\u010diau, tik b\u016bk \u017ev\u0117ris\u2026\u2018.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Juk niekas i\u0161vis neatidaro dur\u0173, kai tos fraz\u0117s rei\u0161kia tai, k\u0105 ir rei\u0161kia.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ir gal\u0117t\u0173 suprasti: jei bernas mano, kad moteris yra tai, su kuo having fun \u2013 tai jam i\u0161 viso n\u0117ra k\u0105 veikti su moterimis. Tegu eina su vienkartin\u0117mis mergyt\u0117mis. Bloga Koncepcija ir Neteisingi Akiniai.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eMalonumai neb\u016bt\u0173 \u012fdom\u016bs, jei paskui nereikt\u0173 j\u0173 atpirkin\u0117ti kl\u016bpomis. Kaip tik tod\u0117l alkoholio vartojimas &lt;\u2026&gt; taip da\u017enai baigiasi malda prie klozeto.\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eO mes, moterys, jau\u010diam savo esm\u0119 nematydamos. Pasiduodam M\u0117nulio ritmams, verkiam tamsoje, sapnuojam ateit\u012f ir mylimuosius, ie\u0161kom slapt\u0173j\u0173 prasmi\u0173 ma\u017eara\u0161\u010diuose j\u0173 lai\u0161kuose. Kai vyras padeda ta\u0161k\u0105, mes j\u012f apraizgom prasmi\u0173 labirintais. Ir ta\u0161kas jau nebe ta\u0161kas, o meno k\u016brinys.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ko gero, mes visad i\u0161 vyr\u0173 tikim\u0117s per daug. Gro\u017eio, meil\u0117s ir aistros. O juk daug tik\u0117tis reikia i\u0161 sav\u0119s: t\u0105 aistr\u0105 palaiko tik m\u016bs\u0173 fantazijos ir nepagr\u012fsti l\u016bkes\u010diai. Guli sau nakt\u012f ir galvoji, kaip jis paskambins, para\u0161ys lai\u0161k\u0105, o gal net lips per balkon\u0105 su g\u0117l\u0117mis? Nupirks fantasti\u0161k\u0105 kelion\u0119 \u012f u\u017esien\u012f. Arba sakys: \u017einai, susituokime su d\u017einsais! Va taip ir mylim, tuos prisigalvotuosius. Kurie nei ra\u0161o, nei per balkon\u0105 lipa. Bet negali sakyti, kad tai fantazijos. Ne, tai \u2013 paralelinis pasaulis. Ne kitas, o b\u016btent paralelinis. Visai \u0161alia esantis. Na ir kas, kad \u0161iame pasaulyje jie per balkon\u0105 nelipa? Bet tikim, kad gal\u0117t\u0173!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0160tai, kuo mus patraukia vyrai: \u012fsi\u017ei\u016br\u0117tomis galimyb\u0117mis.\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201eVyras, vien\u0105 kart\u0105 i\u0161\u0117j\u0119s, i\u0161eis dar nesyk \u2013 nes dar nesyk sugr\u012f\u0161.\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201e\u2026kai Rokas buvo ma\u017eas, j\u012f draugai kviesdavo \u017eaisti futbol\u0105, bet jis neidavo, nes nor\u0117davo, kad j\u012f \u012fkalbin\u0117t\u0173, tod\u0117l j\u012f \u012fkalbin\u0117davo \u2013 bet kuo labiau stengdavosi, tuo labiau jis u\u017esispirdavo neiti, ir galiausiai likdavo namie prie lango ir verkdavo \u017ei\u016br\u0117damas kaip kiti \u017eaid\u017eia be jo. Nes jam niekada nereikia to, k\u0105 gali gauti.\u201c<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201e\u017dinai, kuo didesnis \u017emogaus IQ, tuo labiau tas \u017emogus link\u0119s pamir\u0161ti, jog t\u0117ra viso labo apsiuostantis gyvulys. Bet u\u017e gamt\u0105 vis tiek gudresnis neb\u016bsi. Geriausias seksas b\u016bna kaipsyk su tais, kuri\u0173 nesinori niekam rodyti.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kokia nors moteri\u0161k\u0117, kurios IQ menkutis kaip sraig\u0117s, man regis, ma\u017eiau nukrypsta nuo gamtos duoto kurso. \u012e dvi dalis ji nesipl\u0117\u0161o. Tik i\u0161siske\u010dia, kai dulkinasi ir gimdo \u2013 viskas.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>O a\u0161 pl\u0117\u0161ausi: ir uostau, ir galvoju. \u010cia ir slypi mano nelaim\u0117s.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><em>\u201e\u2026paprastam, pavir\u0161iuje pl\u016bduriuojan\u010diam \u017emogeliui atrodo, kad pakeli taur\u0119 \u2013 ir padedi. Kas \u010dia tokio? Ta\u010diau kai kas toje vonioje atsiduria vir\u0161 i\u0161traukti kam\u0161\u010dio, ir ten be jokio gailes\u010dio nugarma visas \u0161lam\u0161tas, o ir \u017emogus!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Pa\u017e\u012fstu t\u0105 jausm\u0105, kai norisi pasikarti. Kai viskas, k\u0105 iki tol darei ir kas r\u016bp\u0117jo, nebetenka prasm\u0117s, kai tampa nyku, nors grie\u017ek dantimis; kai pasaulis deformuojasi ir g\u0105sdina pavidalais, kol \u017eyra \u012f \u0161ukes (su ka\u017ekod\u0117l skirtingais atspind\u017eiais); kai pats girdi, kaip r\u0117kia siela, atsiskirdama nuo k\u016bno!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&lt;\u2026&gt;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dabar matau tuos \u017eenklus visur \u2013 dreban\u010diose rankose, naiviuose pasiteisinimuose, balso klajojime, prapliumpan\u010diuose atsakymuose \u012f neu\u017eduotus klausimus, keistose pauz\u0117se, galiausiai u\u017era\u0161yt\u0173 tekst\u0173 bej\u0117gyst\u0117je.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>&lt;\u2026&gt;<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>I\u0161tverti save pat\u012f \u2013 nes matai save i\u0161 \u0161alies, beveik i\u0161 vir\u0161aus, tok\u012f ma\u017eut\u012f, menk\u0105 ir sukiu\u017eint\u0105, lyg tu\u0161\u010di\u0105 luk\u0161t\u0105, lyg grau\u017etuk\u0105. Suk\u0105stais dantim \u2013 ir didele g\u0117da. 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